The Sun Is Shining, But I Feel Blue

Saturday, May 13, 2017


It has been building up for the past several days.

A bubble of unsettled emotions rising to the surface.

What exactly has been the trigger, I do not know.  I have my suspicions but it is a mixed bag of reasons.

I am feeling quite vulnerable at the moment.

Tears are not far below the surface.

Feeling an imminent surrender of energy coming on, but must keep the smile on my face.

I know it will not lead me into a month-long emotional abyss as it did back in March.  This is only another bubbling up of matter which, without doubt, will not cause catastrophic damage.

I feel as if I need to reassess my life goals.

Get the book written and then take life in a new direction.

Back to work.

Writing.  Writing.  Writing.